Cry, Die, Lie, Deny, Cry, Die, WHY?

Quoted from a Canton Rep Blog on 14 Feb 2008 at 11:29 am Ginger wrote:

"One thing I will never forget on the first day of the search. My sister and I both being from North Canton, felt absolutely compelled to help find Jessie, its just a feeling you have that you have to do something. Once we boarded the bus which was taking out team to our search location, we were briefed on what to do and what not to do by the fire dept personnel. Then a man came on board and told us to be careful, stay hydrated and thanked us for coming. He was very calm and no one thought anything of it, he was just another man giving us our instructions and we were anxious to get moving and help. Just as he was leaving the bus, he turned back around and stepped back into the bus and paused for a moment. and then he said something to the effect of “Please help us find my daughter Jessie. We need to find her and the baby now. Be careful and please bring Jessie home” and he thanks us again, tearing up and left the bus immediately. The bus was speechless except for some people who began crying. Us included. It was the most heartfelt phrase of words I had ever heard. and it motivated us. People we didn’t know, who automatically bonded in a heartbeat. I wish we would have found her for him and Jessie’s family. Jessie’s father also greeted the bus both times after our searches and thanked us for searching and told us not to worry, we would find Jessie. It is what I remember the next day when I was deciding whether or not to go search. It wasn’t an option. All I could remember was her father talking to us and you had to go back and help. It wasn’t will I go, it was how fast can I get there."

Jessie Davis must have cried for herself and Chloe. She must have struggled for the five or six minutes it took his huge powerful hands to stop the air going to her lungs. Did Chloe struggle helplessly trying to get born to breathe as well?

Even after Jessie was gone, how did Bobby Cutts not think of his unborn child who still had a chance for life? How did he allow Blake to watch "Mommy is crying. She is in the rug."?

So the policeman who was struggling to support wives and mistresses, legitimate and illegitimate children, spewing his seed without conscious, seeking abortions to alleviate the inconvernience of his pleasures. This "good father" sayeth Kelly Cutts, who left Blake after the trauma of seeing mommy in the rug, in dirty diapers alone to wallow in the fear and mess left behind. The bleach bottle and who knows what else.

Jessie and Chloe cried and then they died. And then Bobby lied and denied.

How many like Ginger were compelled to give up their lives and fight to find this pregnant mother. How many will deal with the nightmare of Cutts' actions forever? Canton, Ohio is a small community. A community now torn apart by the immorality of one man. They were forced to fear and search and then deal with the discovery. Their lives have been forever changed by the trial and the need to decide whether they have to impose the death penalty or support and protect this degenerate for the rest of his sorry days.

And now he cries again. Tearless cries - please spare my life! Did you think about sparing Jessie or Chloe or Blake or the rest of those who loved them? Did you think about the police and search parties and jurors who whose lives will be forever scarred?

Bobby Cutts thought he would maybe someday be mayor of Canton. Indeed he did wind up being someone whose actions would impact them all. He leaves behind a community scarred forever.

Live or Die - the decision will hurt and harm many - the question is WHY? Bobby WHY?